Digital Image

Near tears as I watch a digital image of you smiling, laughing, breathing, stretching teasing...So deceptive as if I could reach out and touch you there but I can't and I ache to my heart burns and longs as I hold back my tears I miss you so much… more »

I can't make you see

why do I let you make me feel empty? why do I let you make me feel alone? Why can't I tell you that sometimes I need you to see me to really look at me standing here watching you. look at me see what's in my eyes what's there for you.… more »

Come a day

there will come a day when I will walk away when I find the will though I want you still but I linger on after so long waiting for you to see what lives in me more »

Brightest Star

I looked for you in the night sky I looked, but you weren't there the sky was dark, completely black the moon was hiding, silently crying mourning the absence of her brightest star I begged her to rise and shine down on me sobbing she replied, she… more »

Eluding

Its so exhausting eluding you... explaining the why when I don't really know It crazy behavior I can see that ...now sitting here warm....at ease giving a little opening a little and coming closer this eluding seems... pointless You've man… more »

If your heart should die

if your heart should die gather its ashes into your trembling hands lift them to the wind and they will return one day when you are whole to love again more »

Empty House

There are those days when life is beating me down and I need someone who cares Someone who loves me knows me Someone to hold me close and chase away my demons to comfort me with kisses and caresses into the night releasing me to a peaceful dream… more »

Glowing Light

in the cool quiet dark my body slumbers calm shallow breathing i wait... locked inside myself i am empty, hollow..blank You hold the key You touch me and i wake eyes wide and full of yearning with a look, a word You draw me up into the warm g… more »

Free my soul

bring to me a quick cold death let my soul be free my soul is black full of a pain I refuse to admit in death... I can be dark and haunting painfulweepingsobbing in the dark of midnight and go unnoticed souls are allowed to exist in torment peo… more »

Freed

I feel it at my throat and I want to scream unleash the anger and frustration the bone aching exhaustion the fact that I just don't give a fuck not today I've had all I can stomach of this and if I don't scream or hitkickpummell someone I'm goin… more »

Again

you drifted awayagainmy life feels emptyagainso quiet and lonelyagainI sit and waitagainfor you to returnagainwith the soft, tender wordsagaindrawing me close to youagainsafe and comforting meagainuntil you drift awayaga… more »

Can you love?

Can you love one day a week? or twice a month? Can you love on two stolen moments in a miriad of missed minutes, hours, days? Can you love in a rush of shared words, passions and desires? Can you love from afar never really knowing… more »

Four Days of Dark

Collectively titled]:I am screaming insidebut you can't hear meI am killing insidebut you can't see meI am thinking evil thingsbut you can't hear themI sit here as alwaysa painted picturelook closely at my dark eyessee the shadows o… more »

Darkchylde

I AM the darkchylde the bitter love born of pain weaned on heartache suffering... my playmate endless hours we spend together I resurfaced.... being near you drew me out when it was no longer enough to just adore you and yearn for you when it b… more »

Excess Baggage

I belong to you but you don't want me you discarded me like luggage excess baggage no longer needed or wanted lyin' among the trash worthless to you now but still yours nonetheless when you drive by the heap do you look and think oh look...the… more »

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