Foreverpurple

You can be an inspiration to your friends with your sense of independence, even if you make it seem easier than it is. On the surface it appears as if you guide all your decisions by high ideals and philosophical truths. But you may not be as consistent between your head and your heart as others assume. Don’t be afraid to share your personal struggles because it can make you more human and more loveable than you already are.
By Rick Levine
Friday, October 10, 2008

Fuck me if this isn’t EXACTLY how I feel in side. I always battle against my heart for what my mind says I should do.

Your perspective about your own future can take an unexpected detour today as you realize something that’s too important to ignore. You might not take any tangible action yet, but you could consider a switch in priorities that honors your need for spiritual meaning over your desire for a more conventional measure of success. Don’t waste your energy telling anyone about your change of heart until you are more comfortable with explaining what you want.
By Rick Levine
Thursday, October 9, 2008

I think I may have had this realization late last night. Still thinking things over.

You are as quick on your feet today as you are with your witty tongue. Fortunately, you are quite charming now and can get away with a bit of extra sarcasm. Nevertheless, don’t push your luck too far. Your idealism can influence your thinking and cloud your judgment. Talk less and try to accomplish more.

By Rick Levine Sunday, September 21, 2008

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying.

I finally got two clown loaches last night to deal with my infestation of snails. Fleas and snails …is the apocalypse on the horizon? I was hoping when I released them I would see a shark like feeding frenzy as they devoured the tasty snails. It wasn’t quite so violent or feverish but they quickly went to work picking through the gravel. I taped for over 6 minutes but it’s rather uneventful unless you just want to see my huge pleco (who I’ve decided to name Ralph) who seems to have a permanent 90 degree bend from it’s choice of tank sucking spots. You know how your mom always said that if you make a face too many times it will stick that way? It’s completely true! I’m naming the loaches Jules and Vincent :)

I’ve noticed that when I meditate at the docs office it is more focused and relaxing than when at home. I think there is enough background noise so that I don’t get so focused on my breathing. May try different places in the house to see if I can find a better spot.

Phoebe gets her cast off tomorrow!!

The warmth you feel for others is readily apparent today as the Fire Sign Theatre encourages you to burn all your candles at both ends. With so many planets in Sagittarius-friendly fire, you are inspired and inspiring, loved and loving. Don’t get caught up in spinning mental wheels that take you nowhere at all. Just follow your heart.
By Rick Levine Wednesday, July 23, 2008

all my candles burning at both ends…story of my life!

[Tarot.com ] You might want to keep things light and easy today, but you’ll probably still get lured into an emotional conversation that raises issues about who is in charge. You may have acquiesced in a recent struggle, but now want to reclaim some of your lost power. Instead of battling against others, try raising the stakes by simply doing what’s ethically correct without worrying about anyone else.
By Rick Levine Friday, July 11, 2008

I’d be happy to FINISH something! Oy Vey! But… I did have what I think it a really good idea for a book/movie.

[Tarot.com ] Your inspiration today may come from the simple fact that you are running out of time and if you don’t act soon, you’ll lose your chance. The pressure to start something now can motivate you to act with great intensity, whether or not you will be able to sustain your current passion. But it really doesn’t matter what you do or how long you continue it. What’s most important is that you undertake something – anything – as soon as possible.

By Rick Levine Sunday, June 29, 2008

Friday could not get here fast enough! I have been stuck sitting at my desk moving files for 2 daes. My arm is numb, my ass is numb, my eyes are crossed. BUT.. my boy will be home tonight No plans for Saturday, just relaxing and doing some web work at home. I have web site job I need to get started on. I’m sure if the weather is nice we’ll go out for a ride together. I feel like I have my best friend back again. We are talking more and spending lots of time together like we used to. I’m even thinking about visiting him on the weekends if he is away. Porn hotel sex!!! Okay so only Matt will get that reference… inside joke from when we first met.

Saturday is Poppy’s birthday but we aren’t doing anything this weekend since they just went back to their place.

Sunday is the Pride Parade which is sure to be a blast, will be taking my digi cam.

I’ve never worked anywhere that had summer interns and boy was I missing out! YOUNG, HOT and SMART… oh mommy what a summer! There are three that are just to die for. A is your typical hollywood cute but his best feature in my book is his butt…it’s completely and utterly perfect! B is just my type…tall, dark, hot and into motorcycles. C reminds me of Jerry O’Connell for some reason. He’s also very, very friendly and talkative.

Yesterday’s paper said that American Airlines is cutting back their service out of St Louis. Reducing nonstop flights to the east coast and other locations. This is because of rising fuel costs. The cuts the airlines are making are sure making it real hard for people to justify flying over driving right now. I took a flight with one lay over when I went to NYC last year and that one lay over sucked because that is where we ran into issues with the air pressure and AC…not cool.

10 pm and I’m still working from home…boo! I worked late trying to free some space on the servers in Argentina.

Getting relaxed n watching HowardTV now…

When you have a stroke of brilliance, you want to take action on your idea. Sometimes it’s smarter to wait a while and see how you feel about it later. But this is not a day when hesitation makes sense, so don’t be afraid to shoot from the hip. Taking careful aim is a great strategy when you have the time. Now, however, a quick response contains your purest intention, so don’t hold back.
By Rick Levine Friday, June 27, 2008

[Tarot.com ] Tender feelings draw you toward someone special today, but you may be uncertain as to how to proceed. Normally you are content to just make it up as you go, but now that you are on unfamiliar ground, you are more hesitant. Paradoxically, there’s no need to go anywhere different from where you already are. The love you feel needs no further discussion or additional definition at this time.

By Rick Levine Wednesday, June 25, 2008

John told me that he wants to write a movie about his life and I said that was a great idea!! Then he told me he wants ME to do the actual writing. Erm I have no idea how to write a screen play! I’ve never written anything longer than a poem or very verbose blog entry. I tried to convince him that I was not his best option but he’s determined it MUST be me. He then promised: “I’m gonna make you famous” Billy the Kid used to say something to that effect, right before he SHOT the person. OY VEY!!! I have no desire to be famous but it’s new, it’s fun and why the hell not? If nothing else, this should be a fantastic adventure and I am looking forward to hearing the story of John’s life.

Naturally, in true me fashion, I picked up a few books on script writing. I have such huge list of projects (websites, quilts, jewelry, cert tests, piles of books to read) pending and no end in sight for completing any of them.

Well this sounds completely shitty doesn’t it?

[Tarot.com ] You may be living under a magic spell that makes you think everything is fine at home when it’s really not. It’s better to look at your world through a realistic lens today, for the haze of your ideals can cloud your normally good judgment. Luckily, clarity returns steadily throughout the day, so delay a big decision until later.

By Rick Levine Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Things have been AWESOME at home…don’t rain on my parade.