Foreverpurple

I had another epic dream last night but I lost most of it as I didn’t have time to write it down this morning. Had to jump in the shower and get ready for a doc appointment. Sweetie Matty started my car and cleaned the ice off for me. I think he was happy to stay home by the fire and wait. That’s going to give me a little time to try to shop for him again today.

Tonight we are celebrating my birthday JUST IN CASE he gets called out tomorrow night. Which is so my luck right?

Blogging from the exam room at the obgyn, I LOVE free wifi! Especially since I forgot my cable to tether my Blackberry to my laptop.

Although your life is looking up these days, it may be hard to take an opportunity and turn it into something very concrete. Several big pieces seem to be in place now, yet they don’t fit together as simply as they should. Don’t try to force it if it isn’t working. Soften your stand and let events unfold on their own schedule, not yours.

This is the longest most sequential dream I’ve ever been able to recall after waking up. I’m jotting it all down now in hopes more will come to me later.

I was at work, talked to a female boss then John W. came to talk to her about a female engineer. Everyone left the office to find all of our license plates had been stolen. This parking lot was not our current parking lot. I rode my motorcycle that day and my wheels were stolen also. I told someone to call the police. They came and said they had a good idea who did it.

I needed a ride home and a guy (blond middle aged?) with an older white truck offered me a ride. I decided to have him take me to my sister’s cuz I had a feeling I didn’t want him to know where I lived. While I was trying to put my purple jacket into my laptop bag he was bumbling and stumbling trying to tell me how he liked me but obviously trying to hide how MUCH he liked me. When we left the parking lot it was as if we were in Newcastle based on the streets. He tried to put his arm around me and then was joking how I didn’t want people to see me in his Nascar truck and that was why I wanted him to take me to my sister’s.

Next I am at some club or party and it’s real dark. I am with a black guy and he is trying to figure out who stole our stuff. Everyone we are sitting with is from a dangerous group of people. I’m laying back pretending to drift in and out and soon they are ignoring me altogether. They guy leaves the room and I realize they are planning to set him up with some bad drugs. The girls are standing up and moving around, one of them talks to me and takes my hands. Her hand is soft, warm and small. The guy never comes back and they are taking me to some fucked up party at a house. Whoever is in charge of this large group has some serious pull apparently as this is some crazy exclusive party. We arrive at the house and a big production is made about taking us down to this private room in the basement. I remember going by a crowd of people partying upstairs. The deeper we go down into the house basement, the more scared I am getting as I am alone with all this dangerous people. As we are going up some stairs the girl in front of me suddenly stopped at a closed door. Everyone in front of us seemed to pass through the door or something but we couldn’t. We started working our way back out past this long line of people. We got outside and people were scattered in this dark open parking lot with very few cars given the number of people in that house. I was walking next to a girl and before my eyes she replicated herself but the second version of her was transparent. For some reason this meant she was a vampire and it started happening all around me but they weren’t bothering me. I shouted to anyone who cared, they are replicating! They’re vampires!! A couple guys were getting into a truck, non vampires and they told me to hurry up and get in with them. In typical slow motion dream speed I struggled to get into the cab of their large white truck even though no one was in pursuit of me. It was like a work truck from the power company you know?

Next I was at a house with a blond girl, Christy maybe? We were in her bed and she was sort of laughing about the whole thing and about the power of ‘Christy’. Then as if he were in the room the whole time, one of the guys came up to the bed and got in with us. The whole atmosphere of this part of the dream was very sexual like we had been having sex or were about to.

Both trucks were white and the house was white and the woman who owned the house was dressed in white. I don’t remember any other colors.

Last night’s dream was all about work. Probably because I worked on budgets for four hours yesterday and Matt was upset because he felt ignored.

First I overslept and didn’t go to work and I asked someone to convey my message to my boss, which in the end they didn’t. I also remember wanting to shower a lot during this dream. Then I was at work the next day and we were watching a movie, a cartoon. There was a little girl who’s face was covered in what looked like mustard yellow lotion. There was also a hippo in the movie. Someone at work was wearing a beautiful red asian style shirt. Those are the only colors I remember standing out to me.

Not sure if it was a spa or resort or something but I was getting in this whirlpool thing that had something to do with holding your breath and it was supposed to be some therapy thing. But the idea was you relax and let yourself be taken under water and you have to hold your breath. Then the water drained off of me and I was peeking under nearly closed eyelids and saw the attendant take a picture of me as they were putting a lighter under a balloon to pop it. I think it was supposed to be a way to startle me or something I dunno. But when the water drained I was naked. I was not naked when this began. The circular tub began to turn again and fill with water. Then the attendants began putting FISH in with me. First little teeny freshwater fish. One was a betta and and then a small silver fish. They kept getting bigger and they were sticky. Not gooey sticky but furry sticky. They ended up putting some big gray fish in that looked like those evil fish in The Little Mermaid. But instead of regular scales it was as if their body was covered with horizontal fins. Anyway they were freaking me out but I was trying really hard not to lose it and panic over having these fish all around me. I kept asking the attendants if any of these fish were dangerous but they wouldn’t answer so I was telling myself they wouldn’t risk putting dangerous fish in with people.

I tried so hard to remember this but of course I didn’t have time to write it all down this morning. It was a dream about escaping or getting away basically. But I rarely have dreams that seem to follow a bit of an order or that I remember being IN COLOR. It started out with me trying to cross this wide river bed that was not nothing but thick, gooey mud and I met a little boy who was trying to get across. I did manage finally (with the boy) and then I was in Sturgis in a bathroom with a bunch of women who were getting dressed. One was wearing a right red strapless dress and I think the other was wearing something gray with big black polka dots. We were in there for hours even though it was the only bathroom and there was a huge line outside. Then I left Sturgis I think and had to go back for some reason, I think Matt was still in Sturgis. Shit I remembered so much more this morning! I then was in a room and standing at the door to another room with lots of windows, holding the little boy in my arms. We had to use those windows to get out but the room was full of blue gray water that would begin to pull us under if we tried to enter the room. The boy and some other person who joined us, decided that maybe it was a test and that submitting to the water was the way out. So they let go and went under but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. The water completely disappeared then and I knew the others were gone. When I tried to enter the room, stuff began to come out from below the wall to get me. I would step forward and then jump back. I did this over and over again before I realized that I had to ignore my fear and just run and break out a window and jump through. I finally did that and I remember the windows being yellow like with a film or something, like that dirty gold color. Maybe this is where I went back to Sturgis! I think so…. anyway that’s my dream.

Escape: Escaping from something like fire or water means you will make a hasty decision but it will be the right one.