Yesterday started off with me leaving the house around 6:45AM to get downtown to set up for a workshop. I got there without issue, got everything set up and headed back to the office around 9AM. It was a crazy morning and very hectic. I started setting up from a noon meeting in the conference room only to realize I had inadvertently taken the speakers to Delmar when I needed them here. I decided to get my speakers off my desk. Trying to hurry I managed to knock over my fully melted candle. I use a warmer to avoid starting a fire. HA! Now I have candle wax all over my desk, the wall all down behind my desk, the back of my monitor and splashes of it all over Angelina. FUCK ME! I have to leave it to finish setting up the conference room. I finally get back to my office and shut the door and spend my lunch hour trying to clean up this horrific mess. Everything still works but I’m pretty sure I need to buy a new monitor for work since I can’t figure out how I am going to get all the wax off. I am also going to have to stay late one nite this week and try to figure out how to clean my wall. I’m so mad at myself and embarrassed. Soon after lunch I find myself in an email convo with the boss in which I get the impression he’s pissed at me. I didn’t do anything wrong but sort of got pushed into the center of some sort of office drama I think. Needless to say by 5 O’clock I was really in a shitty mood. The boy wanted me to call him but I couldn’t as I had an appointment to set up Jay’s new pc for him right after work. I spend two hours at Jay’s and finally around 7:50pm I head home. I should have called then but I was so exhausted and I just wanted some silence to unwind from the day so I would be able to sleep. I got home at 9pm and after feeding everyone I managed to crawl into bed just before 9:30pm.

I woke up this morning to a not so happy text message which put my day right in the shitter. Yes I suck. I should have called and I didn’t because I didn’t know it was important. For the most part my day consists of people complaining to me because something is not working right. Most days its not a big deal but then there are days like yesterday where it takes its toll and I need to have some me time to unwind and shake all that off.

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