Matt has been bumped off his Salem to Dexter board and as of right now is on Salem to Chicago. I had hoped things were settling down for him but it seems not quite yet! I also heard some news yesterday about my job that is a little unsettling but nothin… more »

So its been a year (yesterday) since Matt and I split and he moved out. Where are we now? Better than we have ever been before I think. We have had a wonderful year bonding and just being together having fun. Being furloughed actually was a blessing in d… more »

So far I haven't written much about my work assignment because I wanted to wait until started my orientation. Now to clarify things I am now working for III which is an IT Consulting firm in the St Louis area. As their employee, I have been placed as a… more »

The days are flying by at an alarming rate! Matt's parents were here and we had a great time with them. I guess they were suggesting (again) to Matt that he and I get married. I love that they like me enough to want me as part of their family. That's… more »

I was browsing through Post Secret this morning when I saw this. It gave me a little twinge of sadness because this is how I feel about losing Matt. There is no one who fits me so well as he does. Love you baby :xo: more »

In the smallest of ways, Matt continues to surprise me with his devotion and determination to make our relationship stronger. Sometimes I find myself frightened by how much I love him. The fear of getting hurt again surfaces and I try to protect myself,… more »

After lunch we stopped off at Michael's because I needed some blue beads to finish off a bead bracelet that I am making as a V Day gift. I'm making them for all the girls at the office, I think they will be tickled with them. Anyway we went down the ais… more »

I dare you :tongue: Frustrated at work this morning, I sent Matt a text to complain to him about what was annoying me. We texted back and forth about it and he ended up making me laugh. Then he says: See? I didn't say "it'll be ok honey." I'm tryi… more »

Okay fine...try it at home but don't blame me if it's not successful. LOL Our last session at therapy was uneventful. Things have been very good at home so I wasn't sure how our session last night was going to go and I was actually considering asking… more »

Okay technically a few hours of that were driving cuz the interstate was closed and we, naturally, got lost. LMFAO But sis and I didn't quite finish our shopping yesterday so we are going back out today for an hour or so to finish up the stuff that has t… more »