Still making lemonade

Matt has been bumped off his Salem to Dexter board and as of right now is on Salem to Chicago. I had hoped things were settling down for him but it seems not quite yet! I also heard some news yesterday about my job that is a little unsettling but nothin… more »

He continues to surprise me

In the smallest of ways, Matt continues to surprise me with his devotion and determination to make our relationship stronger. Sometimes I find myself frightened by how much I love him. The fear of getting hurt again surfaces and I try to protect myself,… more »

How can you NOT love him?

I dare you :tongue: Frustrated at work this morning, I sent Matt a text to complain to him about what was annoying me. We texted back and forth about it and he ended up making me laugh. Then he says: See? I didn't say "it'll be ok honey." I'm tryi… more »

Don't try this at home!

Okay fine...try it at home but don't blame me if it's not successful. LOL Our last session at therapy was uneventful. Things have been very good at home so I wasn't sure how our session last night was going to go and I was actually considering asking… more »

Back to square one

I was happy this morning when I left the house because Matt will be coming home tomorrow night. I was thinking about changing MySpace to say something like "Friday is almost here". That instantly reminded me of how GTMB had changed her MySpace to say bas… more »

Wednesday 9/19/2007

[Tarot.com ] It may feel like a losing battle now as you attempt to hold on to your fading optimism, but it may be the best thing you can do. If you start questioning your long-term goals, you could spiral down into despair -- and this won't lead to anyt… more »